she is watching, originally uploaded by martha mosquito.
The past month I’ve thought about writing here many times but haven’t known what to say. It’s been a month that defies description, and a really busy month.
July ended with a bang – my work conference finally occurring and all of the craziness that that entailed (flight delays to and from our location mean that we’re still sorting out budget stuff). I took a few days off to rest and find my head again and then took off running again. Work has been slower but the missus and I have been catching up with friends – a weekend here, a day trip there, nights out on weeknights and weekends, and also trying to enjoy the beautiful summer weather that has been gracing us with sunshine and days meant to be spent outside.
Years ago I took the Meyers-Briggs test (may be spelling that wrong but I’m too lazy to look it up right now). I was shocked to find out I was right on the line between introvert and extrovert. Over time I’ve come to realize more and more how true it is. I thrive on time home – cooking, cleaning, reading but also thrive on seeing good friends to talk and laugh. This month has definitely fulfilled my extrovert needs but I need some time to sit, ponder and be within my own head.
I got some of that time today when the missus and I rented bikes to ride around Central Park. But it wasn’t quite enough, simply because it was the first time in years that either of us had been on a bike, we were on an unfamiliar path and it was PACKED with people. It was wonderful time outside but still I’m left longing.
If I could have anything right now in terms of my introvert needs, I would spend a week in a hut on a beach somewhere with daily yoga classes, healthy food always cooked and ready when I want it and the waves being the only sound I heard most of the day. Yes… that’s what I want.
What I’ll content myself with is a bit of time now before bed with a good book, my legs wrapped over my missus’ legs, and a cat snuggled at the foot of the bed.
Where do you find your energy?